Last trimester

In the last trimester I had many struggles but once I got used to going to the dr twice a WEEK, being on a diet, and being so big I have to say looking back time really does fly. I can't believe Im no longer pregnant and now I have my baby napping. AMAZING! I have to admit my life has changed so much and it's been hard at times but I am loving him so much. Chris and I are so happy and feeling extremely blessed. I can't believe this baby grew in my stomach and then came out as a healthy little baby boy. Truly an amazing humbling experience. Although it was hard and I complained during my pregnancy I know I am going to do it again someday and hopefully try to have a baby girl ;)

You're almost two months

My goodness I've been so busy with the arrival of Timothy that i havent kept up with my blog. BOOO!!! And here I wanted to document everything so I can read it to you one day. Sorry I just understand how people have time to blog every now and then let alone every day. I've been so busy trying to learn everything there is about being a good patient loving mom. So far I'd have to say we're off to a pretty good start.

The last two weeks

Dearest Timothy,

I am so blessed to say I am almost done with a full term pregnancy. This week I turn 38 weeks and I am so excited, anxious, and nervous to meet you. I have so many thoughts running through my mind. One of the many questions I have is I wonder if I'll be good enough to raise you. I hope so. I want to be the mother I can be to you. I want to hold you in my arms and give you a million kisses. I am completely ready for you. I think you're running out of room in my belly! I am also sooooooo sick of going to the Drs Office twice a week. I am excited I will no longer have to be back to that horrible office that I will never return to. I need you here so I can vent to someone else besides Chris, haha. I think he's getting sick of me complaining about being so pregnant and big.
Just so you know you have so many people that love you and can't wait to meet you. I hope you make an appearance anytime soon. I love you and I know we are going to have so much fun together. We anxiously await your arrival.


Love,
Your Mommy

Running out of time

I can't believe I have six weeks left!!
Time has gone by super fast as of lately. The first months were definitely going slower than they are now.
I am kind of surprised that I am approaching the due date. I thought it would never be here. My baby shower is coming up and I am so excited. I am excited to see everyone.
I keep trying to imagine what Timothy will look like but I honestly have no idea. I just want him here already so I can hold him, squeeze him, and kiss his chubby cheeks.
I still have a huge list of things to get but I hope to get them all this month. We are running out of time but I know we will be fine.
:)
I will post some sweet pictures very soon.

Last Day of February

I honestly can't believe how fast and slow this year is going.
I am so excited that in less than eight weeks I will meet my precious little Timothy, he is going to make all this worth it.
It is currently 1:00 in the morning and Im not the least bit sleepy so I thought I would post some blogs and update my pregnancy and life.
It has now been about three weeks since I got diagnosed with diabetes and I am doing much better now that I know what I can and can't eat. I am on a strict diet that I'm trying very hard to be good at. I have done so good at staying away from lots of carbs and the sugars. The Drs tell me they are so surprised that I've beena able to do so good and I can't explain how good it feels to hear it from them.

Let me just back up a bit. When I took the one hour glucose test they told me my sugar was so high that I would defidently be needing to go on a diet and get some insulin. This news scared me so much because I dont want to take shots three times a day. I already have enough things to worry about and to add this on top of everything would make my life so much more stressful.

We have been changing food and dinner plans ever since I found out from the doctor but I know it has been worth it. All I have to keep telling myself is that Im doing this for my sweet boy that I love very much.

:)

Timothy Mommy & Daddy both love you very much.

Weeks go by!

I feel like the weeks are going fast at times but defidently not smooth.
Im having a hard time dealing with my recent diagnosis of having GESTATIONAL DIABETES and HYPERTENSION. I was so sad that I didn't do good with my blood sugar.

I now have to diet hard core and not cheat for the rest of my pregnancy. UGH! I've been on it now for two weeks and I hate it. Don't get me wrong I'll do whatever it takes in order to deliver this baby as healthy as possible. I just have to try to be strong. As much as I am struggling I am trying to be positive. I always do but I feel like I've been having too much of a pitty party. I need to pony up and just suck it up.

And let the countdown begin. I have ten weeks left and that equals to about 70 days. I can't believe Im finally seeing a little bit of light at the end of this long tunnel. What an emotional roller coaster I've been on.

I must say my husband has been my one steady consistent foundation. He's so perfect. I love him and our son. He has worked harder than ever and he makes me so happy. He's had to put up with me complain and me crying. He holds me close and tell me itll be okay./

WOW it's been a while

Im sorry my poor babys blog is so behind but I've been busy.
Im sure he'll understand once I can explain,
Im working full time and now going to dr appointments way too much.
I promise to finish this blog strong. :)
I love You Timothy

and in less than 10 weeks Ill meet you